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Behaviour

Once upon a time when I was pregnant before this, I used to keep my hands on my belly in the hope of feeling some movement.

Now, I am more reactive. I usually place hands only when the event is happening. I just realized that.

Combined with the fact that I am in the middle of a mood swing and am generally feeling a little blue, and I wonder if that has taken its toll on Season's movement.

Now that I realized it, I hope to not do this to Season. I can't help the blue I am in right now, but atleast I can give him/her my palms.

I do love you, Season. I do.

Don't take your moods from mum.

Comments

  1. Anonymous12 October 2011 at 01:53

    Hugs!
    Hope the blues gets easier.
    Love the latest belly shot.

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  2. Fran12 October 2011 at 01:58

    The mood swings are terrible, but do like you say, connect, let Season feel your love and presence. She/he is doing great, and so are you. Love, Fran

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  3. Anonymous12 October 2011 at 02:38

    Sending you humungous hugs!

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  4. AnotherDreamer12 October 2011 at 05:42

    Hugs to you!

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  5. Brenda12 October 2011 at 07:48

    I hope your blues lift soon, and never you fret, Season definitely knows you love him/her.

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  6. Kristin12 October 2011 at 09:16

    {{{Hugs}}} and we love you.

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  7. Hope's Mama12 October 2011 at 14:57

    I can remember doing this. So you're not alone.
    And I have to say a huge SORRY. Been so slack with comments of late, but rest assured I am reading and cheering you and Season on from the sidelines.
    xo

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  8. Lisette19 October 2011 at 00:26

    Season can feel your love from deep within and I am sure she/he understands you ((HUGS)).

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