My Lady of the Lantern

My cruddy self is out, so bear with me. I was feeling very licked after this last BFN. It should not be any different. After all, I have made it a habit to belt out BFN after BFN after BFN like clockwork. But then something happened. It is all in the mind, you see. I have been frolicking in a dark blue and green sea. It is shaded with lime and violet and red. It is pink and orange. It rises and heaves and grasps at everything. I am floating effortlessly. Wednesday night, I spoke to my mother....after a four day break (the break was not deliberate). I asked her to sing out the whole conversation she had with Dr. Bigshot. It is since that call that I am floating in the sea. I am not swimming, and I am not drowning. You see, the doctor wants to meet once before he can chart out some course of action. Any such hint would have me irate, but I don't know what broke in me, and I just was tempted to try it out. My stuckheadedness did not knuckle in at all. BabySmiling had asked how far wo...

I did it...Last evening I sent a mail to Mel after having commented on the entire April ICLW list . I woke up today morning with a mail and a code to show off on my blog....I had done it. I finally, in the fourth attempt of ICLWing, added this bling to my kitty! Twitter was my best friend in this journey...It was easy for me to keep tabs on my progress because I tweeted frequently about my progress. I did a reverse sweep and this is what it became (at this point of time, the ICLW is not over yet). ICLW Wicket Count: 114-133 (Tally for the Day) ICLW Wicket Count: 71-133 (Tally for the Second Day) (+ 45, - 93) ICLW Wicket Count: 45-133 (Tally for the Third Day) (- 93) ICLW Wicket Count: 23-133 (Tally for the Fourth Day)(- 93) ICLW Wicket Count: 6-133 (Tally for the Fifth Day) (- 18) ICLW Wicket Count: 1-142 (Tally for the Sixth Day) (- 18) Highlights... #### In the end there was just one blog I could not comment, because it required a WordPress login which I do not have. ##...

Screenshot of this as on April 26, 2009. She has been spared. Thankfully. Click on the image for a larger picture. ^WiseGuy^

....OMG, I am bleeding! My AF has come back! Incredible! It was hardly on April 7 that I bade her goodbye for-now. And today I am fucking bleeding again. How can somebody get periods just by thinking of Lupride??? I was thinking of Lupride yesterday evening, and today my uterus is convinced that my ass has been needle blessed by it! Oh...boo hoo, boo hoo...I am still in office, I have to survive a meeting. I thought I have to go pee, when I found blood. There were no symptoms. I was mentally unprepared. Good Lord, it was only eleven days ago. Do you hear that? Do you? ^WiseGuy^