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Knocked - Out!

I am still doozy from the last event. Over these two days, I have been really struggling to think straight on what to do now. I am not struggling in thinking straight, but I am rethinking my whole IF plan. I thought I had it all well-thought out. Day before yesterday, even though I shared the news with you guys, it was only last night that I got down for a straight talk with DH about this. He told me that it totally depended on me and I had complete freedom to do whatever I want. Which essentially translates into cancelling my IVF/ICSI till I can get around to wrestling well with my thesis plans. If you have been reading my blog, you would know that husband wanted to take an entire 2009 off , and I was reluctant because I was only getting older and older each passing year. If I had good medical facilities in this city.... If I could not have had to come out so far, to go retreat .... If I did not need this nonsense in my life anyways... If I was sure that I did not want kids.... If I d...