My Lady of the Lantern

.....You want to do another IVF/ICSI in August? [[ Tada!! Bingo Boy! ]] Oh come on, why are you starting it again? [[ Duh, because I happen to want kids, you know. ]] Last year was so pathetic. We are already doing so much. [[ I know...2008 is a huge blip on my Good Luck radar. ]] Nobody has any idea what they want us to do. Doctors have no idea. We were asked to please the Gods. There will be some or the other excuse again. [[ Da. But I can't stop trying. I am as obsessed as Octomom herself. ]] Oh come on, do we have money remaining for that? [[ Valid point dude! Especially since we have no insurance, and no insurance is provided for fertility treatments ]] Why not take the entire 2009 off? [[ If my mathematics is any correct, I will be an year older this year than the previous ]] We already did the blam blam religious thing to please the Gods.[[ Yes I know....I am already doing what I feel like from the core of my heart. ]] You don't even clean up the God space regularly. [[...

I embarrassed myself yesterday at my workplace. The behaviour I put up was exactly like some newly menstruating school babe, who could not handle the flow. I darned destroyed my undies, part of my clothes and the most exasperating of all, my office chair. I just did not realize how heavily down I was! Anyways, I cancelled a class and rushed back home. Saw my doc in the evening and she has given me Tranostat- MF. This cycle, I will be starting Lycostar and Letromet from day 3(which is today). Sixth day I will be visiting my doc for a sonography.