My Lady of the Lantern

It's over. Agnedy Fugnimima made a two-day early trip to my uterus. I am in pain - physical as well as emotional. Why does this script have to read so horrible ? Why? Why do I have to end up looking like an idiot all the time? I have Meftal-Spas sitting on my table, ready to be consumed once I have forced down some biscuits, but I so wish I did not need it, but my lower regions seem to be churning. I could have done without this. When I was out of my bath and I was confirmed that AF had arrived, I was so so so sad. I came out crying the tears that I wished I had been crying out for different reasons. I had another 'feeling' today morning, and I am not going to jot it down because God may be reading my blog. Damn. ^WiseGuy^

Oh, so my periods yesterday morning and I am scheduled to meet my doctor today for a sonography. This cycle, I will be off any kind of medicines and basically undoing the effect of medicines, I did not necessarily need to begin with. I did not have any problem in ovulating. That did not stop me from being induced - n number of times, by n different doctors. I had a lot of pain yesterday and took a cocktail of Meftal Spas and Buscopan to get over with three classes. The truth is I have been less than effective yesterday and today in my daily liaisons. My Mom (let me introduce you to my stable background doctor) is now on my back to go to M and meet a Dr. Pataki. What good will come out of it? a. Oh beta, zyaada koi problem nahi hai....![ Agar nahi hai to teen saal maine kya jhak maari? ] b. Oh ye factor to humne ignore kiya! [ De do uski bhi koi dawai, meri zindagi mein ab bacha bhi kya hai? ] c. Apna weight kam karo! [ Kyon, haathi conceive nahi karte? ]