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Damn

It's over.

Agnedy Fugnimima made a two-day early trip to my uterus.

I am in pain - physical as well as emotional.

Why does this script have to read so horrible? Why?

Why do I have to end up looking like an idiot all the time?

I have Meftal-Spas sitting on my table, ready to be consumed once I have forced down some biscuits, but I so wish I did not need it, but my lower regions seem to be churning.

I could have done without this.

When I was out of my bath and I was confirmed that AF had arrived, I was so so so sad. I came out crying the tears that I wished I had been crying out for different reasons.

I had another 'feeling' today morning, and I am not going to jot it down because God may be reading my blog.

Damn.



^WiseGuy^

Comments

  1. Oh No!!!!! I'm so sorry Wiseguy, was really hoping this was it for you!

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  2. oh I am truely sorry. This game stinks. I agree, what a crappy script. xxx

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  3. *&%$!
    I am so, so sorry for you! I so thought this would be it for you... Gosh.
    Hang in there!
    (HUGS)

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  4. So so sorry. This is the worst time. Nothing helps to relieve this pain, even the paracetamol. Sending you many warm hugs.

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  5. Very disappointing. DAMN is putting it mildy. You're the best. keep your chin up.

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  6. You most certainly don't look like an idiot. If it's idiocy to hope then are we all idiots!

    I'm so sorry S.

    Be extra nice to yourself today.

    Hugs.

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  7. I'm sorry.

    It's not fair.

    ((HUGS))

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  8. Wiseguy... sending you super, big, big hugs girl. xoxoxoxoxo

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  9. I'm so very sorry. And you definitely don't look like an idiot to me. Hugs.

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  10. Damn indeed! :(

    And while I know the idiot feeling, I see none here.

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  11. I'm so very sorry sweetie. This sucks in a big way.

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  12. Dangedy dangedy.

    Hugs to you, WG.

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  13. I'm sorry WiseGuy... Everytime it's like this huge loss... eating at us, draining our emotional reserves over and over...
    big hugs my friend
    and yes, you can use strong thoughts and words, even if god is reading your blog, he can take it! ;)
    I like the conversation with the big shot doctor though...

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  14. Sorry doesn't seem enough. How I wish I could make this different for you, my friend. And you're not an idiot to hope. Sometimes I think hope is our greatest champion and our greatest humbler. Hugs to you.

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  15. Oh, WiseGuy. I am so sorry. And so very angry with AF. I wish there was more I could do but I'm sending you lots of virtual love and hugs.

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  16. I'm so sorry honey. HUGS.

    xxx

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  17. i'm pissed off on your behalf. :(

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  18. AF can be such a bitch! I am so sorry. Sending you hugs.

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  19. Well crappity crap. I hate that red-headed slut. I'm sorry . . .

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