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I Am

...alive. I am alive. My mind is alive. My mind is active. And on its way of thought process, the way it is.

I realized (Part II) that no Sorry was said in the conversation that we had. What I also realized was that I did not want the Sorry. I want them to know. That is all that I want.

I have never suspected their intentions. I know it too well. But I have the right to feel bruised when cut, and broken when thrown against the wall. And that I am not out to set-right the world.

I feel relieved that the Sorry never entered my mind. And that I did not feel its absence at all because that is not what I expected from speaking my mind.

I want them to know. KNOW.

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  1. Lisette25 February 2011 at 03:26

    ((HUGS))

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  2. Quiet Dreams25 February 2011 at 04:19

    ditto Lisette--many, many hugs

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  3. mrs. r25 February 2011 at 05:46

    Sending love. Lots of love.

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  4. Michele25 February 2011 at 07:02

    love... Love... Love...

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  5. C25 February 2011 at 10:07

    They know now am sure. ((Hugs))

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  6. Sharon25 February 2011 at 13:21

    You were heard... that is all that matters!
    (((hugs)))

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  7. Brenda25 February 2011 at 18:25

    I am glad that they have gotten hear you. Glad that you can speak your pain. Much love to you, my friend.

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  8. Alex26 February 2011 at 06:31

    This makes so much sense - I'm glad that you have been able to communicate your thoughts and feelings. So very important. Sending you a hug....

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  9. Jamie26 February 2011 at 09:29

    After having those feelings churning inside you for so long, it is good you were able to speak them out loud. Release them.

    Abiding with you and sending you hugs . . .

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  10. kmina26 February 2011 at 11:14

    I have said it before, you are indeed wise.
    I hope the talk with Super Ped brought you some light.
    Many hugs, my friend.

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  11. Roccie27 February 2011 at 01:26

    Sending you continued support from here.

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  12. Beautiful Mess27 February 2011 at 10:54

    I agree they needed to know how you feel and how you felt. Apologies won't make the situation different but them knowing how you feel? That will make a difference. I'm so proud of you for sticking up for yourself and for Lola. I admire you for that, among many other things.
    *HUGS*

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