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So Much

So much to write, but it all seems small for words. 

M is about ten days away from being three. 

I was reminiscing about Figlia and what she did when she was not quite three, and I find that there are strong differences really. M shows no interest in choosing his clothes, and attempting to wear them. Figlia was so strong on both of those. I never was worried about feeding Figlia. M is extremely moody about food. M has pretty much potty trained without any encouragement from me. His only hiccup is the big business, but that too he announces, and asks for a diaper to be put on for him. 

M burnt his thumb and a finger in a firecracker related incident.

FIL makes choking, grunting noises almost whole day. He has still not regained consciousness. Sometimes, he does seem more present, opening his eyes, and blinking them. 

I have some work-related stress going on. But I am grateful for the neat kitty my pay has built up for me. That saving, however little it may be, feels like a great support.   

I feel disgruntled, and don't really feel like communicating with my family. It is just a phase, but till it lasts, every call I make is a chore and not something I really feel like doing. 

My blog odometer flipped over and I have written over 1000 posts here, in this space. Feels neat. 

Comments

  1. Wow! 1000 posts is quite an accomplishment! Congratulations!

    And Happy Birthday to M! May he continue to be disinterested in exercising his will about clothing and may he become more interested in eating!

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