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Meh

The seer I saw in February had an important thing to tell me about me. He said:

"You are your own guru. You push yourself at your weakest; give yourself hope vim, when nothing else works."

My social media is full of soppy love messages, and anniversary wishes, and gooey bits of eternal love notes for lovers/partners/spouses. 

I wouldn't be able to compose anything beyond "meh" if I was forced to do so today.

I am still on the fence.




Comments

  1. It sounds like your blog name was prescient. You need to light your own lantern to find your way out of this darkness.
    And you are a saint.

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  2. I think kmina got it right.

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