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Date Anxiety

I have some sort of date anxiety. 

I had this strange sense of restlessness, and dull agitation and had to recall what date it was today, and then I thought:

"But it isn't a 14th, or 15th or 16th, so why this feeling?"

But the question is, would that restlessness be justified it was a 14th or 15th or 16th? 

And I found that I had calmed down, knowing that it was not any of the aforementioned dates. So it must be the dates shuffling my brain switches for sure. 

Well, it does not affect my productivity, but I definitely feel the calendar. 

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  1. Yes, well, aren't you back on the TTC train? Date anxiety is a side-effect of that...

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  2. I get restless around each full moon.

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  3. Maybe you should just relax then? :-D
    I am joking! I AM! Stop chucking things at me, IT WAS A JOKE!!

    Hope it gets better, dear.

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  4. I agree date anxiety is definitely a side effect to TTC!

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  5. hi from iclw! thanks for stopping by ;)

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