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I bled and then bled some more last night. Just imagine a broken faucet.

It took two pills, including one to kill the cramping/pain, three change of napkins, spoiled clothes and spoiled bedsheets to achieve the grossed-out, fed-up me.

It's the same every time...just the same. It was the same last time. Some menstrual rite of passage before normal resumes.

It's the same this time too.

I ended up crying a wee bit in the morning hours. I could not sleep, just hoping that the morning/daylight could be here please already. I should rather have starred in some zombie/vampire flick where the hapless protagonists wait for the dawn to break so that the zombies/vampires lose their power/go to sleep/blah blah blah.

Dear body of mine, we can cut out the menstrual fireworks already. It is okay to just slip into mode normal. Just do it.

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  1. SassyCupcakes4 April 2012 at 13:30

    So sorry. That really sucks. Must be exhausting. *hug*

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  2. Mina4 April 2012 at 15:07

    This is awful! I hope it goes away soon. Your uterus is taking the entire "functioning" thing a bit too far.

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  3. Mrs. Gamgee4 April 2012 at 18:52

    I'm so sorry this is happening again. And when anything goes wrong in the late watches of the night, it always feels 1000 times harder and more intense than if it happened in the daylight.

    Hang in there... ((hugs))

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  4. areyoukiddingme4 April 2012 at 18:58

    Ugh. Normal mode, please! That sounds awful. :(

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  5. Anonymous4 April 2012 at 19:50

    Oh dear, this sounds so very, very hard. Hope you get some relief.

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  6. katery5 April 2012 at 01:42

    ugh, i'm so sorry, sounds awful.

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  7. Anonymous5 April 2012 at 18:35

    hope it gets better SOON!

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  8. Sudbury Creative Reuse Centre8 April 2012 at 21:00

    Ick, ick! But you know, you do rather like to do things the interesting way. :P Hope it's better now… HUGS!

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  9. Quiet Dreams11 April 2012 at 07:04

    Sounds very unpleasant. As I'm reading this late, for a change (ha!) I'm hoping all the unpleasantness has passed and you are feeling lovely.

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