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Tonight I make the trip to City X. My packing is 80 percent done. The rest of it will happen whenever the mood strikes again. It has been very bittersweet. The purpose of the change apart, I really enjoy being in this home and all, and I will miss it.

The third baby is here. She was born a couple of days back and she and her mum are doing fine. Her arrival completes the train of babies that were due after CheekyBub - two boys and one girl. Of course, when Season arrives, he/she will be younger than all these three kids, but I will always consider CheekyBub as older than her cousins.

I also had the dates wrong. Remember the time I told you about the EDDs of the three ladies. Well, the months were in tandem but the dates were not, and none of them hit the bullseye right on the due date.

CheekyBub would have been six months old today.

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  1. Maddie14 July 2011 at 15:04

    Sending love. I remember the 6 month mark being harder at a time when every day is hard as it is.

    Hope the packing and trip goes smoothly.

    Maddie x

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  2. Fran14 July 2011 at 17:14

    Oh sweetie... CheekyBub will never leave your heart. Never. But I really hope Season will bring back your smile forever.

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  3. Hope's Mama14 July 2011 at 17:26

    Six months. Such a tough anniversary to get through.
    Thinking of you.
    xo

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  4. BB14 July 2011 at 17:40

    As bitter sweet it is leaving your home, I hope the change lightens you up a little! Thinking of your DH, you, CheekyBub and Season at the six month anniversary! {HUGS}

    Aah, I can finally comment again!

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  5. lostintranslation14 July 2011 at 17:42

    Thinking of you on this special and difficult day.
    Have a good trip. Will DH go with you to City X?

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  6. Nadine14 July 2011 at 17:44

    Good luck in the big city, I hope it's kind to you.
    Hugs.

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  7. aimeemax14 July 2011 at 18:26

    Thinking of you as always.

    x

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  8. Kelly14 July 2011 at 19:57

    You're in my thoughts.

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  9. AnotherDreamer14 July 2011 at 20:47

    (*hugs*) Thinking of you.

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  10. Delenn14 July 2011 at 21:11

    Thinking of you today. [[Hugs]] Hoping this new journey leads to some happiness.

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  11. Brenda14 July 2011 at 21:46

    Many hugs to you my friend on this especially difficult day....

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  12. Mrs. Gamgee15 July 2011 at 00:32

    Prayers, hugs, and much love...

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  13. Summer15 July 2011 at 01:33

    Thinking of you here, too.

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  14. Quiet Dreams15 July 2011 at 01:43

    6 months...so short, so long.

    Cheeky Bub, you are not forgotten--and neither is your mom.

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  15. Baby Smiling In Back Seat15 July 2011 at 09:53

    Can it really have been 6 months? It feels so much more recent to me. Perhaps to you it feels like another lifetime ago.

    Have a safe trip.

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  16. Stacie15 July 2011 at 11:36

    Thinking of you little Lola, on this your six month anniversary of your birth.

    And thinking of you, St Elsewhere, on this day. Much love to you today and always.

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  17. Anonymous15 July 2011 at 13:28

    I am one day late. But I am thinking of you, as always.
    Hugs.
    Have a safe trip.

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  18. Lori Lavender Luz16 July 2011 at 08:51

    Remembering sweet CheekyBub. And abiding with you, SaintE.

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  19. areyoukiddingme16 July 2011 at 09:19

    Thinking of you, Birdman, and your sweet daughter...

    Hope City X provides a nice, restful place to grow Season.

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  20. Tippy16 July 2011 at 21:29

    thinking of you. i'm sure all the reminders of your first baby are hard to take sometimes. i don't think you will ever be rid of those reminders, but maybe you will just learn how to view them in a different way. hugs.

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  21. Alana18 July 2011 at 10:53

    Sending hugs your way...

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  22. Chelle20 July 2011 at 00:50

    Thinking of you! Hope you can blog a bit in City X.

    HUGS

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  23. Searching20 July 2011 at 10:40

    Hope your move went well & you are settling in for a long haul in the new place. :)

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