Sometimes I forget why she had to die. And why was I not told. Then I have to tell myself - why she died and the reasons why I was not told.
Lola had a cardiac arrest on Jan 16, 2011 which she did not survive. I was kept in the dark.
Statistically Significant Infertile Mum
Is there a reason? Was there a reason? (Hugs) S. I wish this pain would just go away. I chant everyday and you are always a part of my prayers...
ReplyDelete(((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteIts that perfect moment as one wakens before reality has hit!
I agree with C, there is no reason for this wretched pain. And you were not told because sometimes loving too much does not prevent one making mistakes. Thinking of you, always.
ReplyDeleteWhat C said.
ReplyDeleteI cannot imagine what you must be going through every day. Thinking of you a lot.
Such pain. Such sorrow. Such loss. I'm so sorry.
ReplyDelete((hugs)) love to you, dear one...
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry, my heart breaks for you.
ReplyDelete(*hugs*) I agree with C and kmina.
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you.
Abiding with you...
ReplyDeleteSending hugs and thoughts of comfort your way...
ReplyDeleteAgree with the above, there was no reason not to tell you, just too much love.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs, Fran
ps: happy ICLW week too!
One of the hardest things about grief, I think, is when it hits you again, like new, when you remember. Much love to you.
ReplyDelete(And, yes, I've done it again. I've put off reading/commenting on your blog until I have an embarrassing number of posts in the queue.)