Found my mother crying in her room last night. I finally told her:
"You should have given me the chance to say Goodbye. You should have let me hold her before she was taken away for her funeral.
I will forever feel it."
Silence.
^WiseGuy^
Lola had a cardiac arrest on Jan 16, 2011 which she did not survive. I was kept in the dark.
Good. I'm glad you said it. I was wondering how this was working - it is so hard to guess at because I know nothing of your life & relationships, but I think you did well to say it calmly and explain what impact it had.
ReplyDeleteFound your blog from josey, couldn't help reading your story. I am so very sorry for Lola's loss, and that you didn't get to say goodbye.
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