...On the night of 19th when my breasts became hard and sore to touch, the nurses brought me hot water bottles rather than my baby. I should have known. ...Birdman was apparently away to Very Big City with our baby. Every SMS update sent to me about her after 16th Jan was fake. I was a donkey eating at his trough. I should have known. ...Visitors who came to see me in the hospital did not look me straight in the eye. I should have known. ...My mother sounded reluctant every time I asked her on a timeline on when my stitches would be cut and I could travel to Very Big City. I should have known. ...I grieved at how many pricks and tubes were affixed to my little baby while she lay cold and unfeeling at the bottom of an earth pit fatigued from all the effort she put into staying alive. I should have known. ...Family dropped clues on how oxygen deprivation could affect the brain. I spelt it out for them. I told them that Lola was my daughter even if she came out r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d from the o...
Thinking of you and Lola.
ReplyDeleteSending the very best healthy vibes her way.
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Prayers and many hugs...
ReplyDeleteSending love to Lola xxxx
ReplyDeletePraying for a swift recovery for Lola!
ReplyDeleteKnow that Lola and her parents are in my thoughts and prayers. Love to you!
ReplyDeleteShe's YOUR baby...she's gonna rock this! Love you bunches.
ReplyDeletePrayers for Lola!
ReplyDeleteHugs for you and Lola... I am thinking of both of u
ReplyDeleteHang in there Lola! We are all pulling for you! HUGS Wiseguy. You have been in my thoughts and prayers all week. Loves.
ReplyDeleteMany hugs and oodles of positive, healing thoughts coming your way.
ReplyDeleteComing here from link on Michele's blog (My Life After Loss) to wish you and Lola strength and healthy thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThoughts prayers and hugs!
ReplyDeletePleased to see an update, sending hugs and prayers to you all. Get well soon Lola.
ReplyDeleteCan hardly wait until you tell us she's in your arms and ready to go home, all safe and sound.
ReplyDeleteI have no doubt she is gorgeous.
XOXO, WiseGuy.
Hope Lola gets better soon - looking forward to hearing she has the all clear and is home with you. Thinking of you both xx
ReplyDeleteThoughts, prayers, hugs, everything. XXX
ReplyDeletePraying and praying ((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteThinking and praying for you and Lola!!!
ReplyDeleteA million hugs to you all- stay strong Lola!
ReplyDeleteLots of (*HUGS*) and positive thoughts.
ReplyDeleteSent over by Michelle (My life after loss).
ReplyDeletePrayers and strength to you and Lola.
Still thinking of Mama, Birdman and little Lola. Be well, little family. ♥
ReplyDeleteYou can do it, Lola!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Lola and sending you much love, peace, and strength from across the miles.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you both. Of course Lola is a fighter and beautiful, just like her Mommy.
ReplyDeleteHugs and kisses, prayers and love to you all!
ReplyDeletexxx
ICL
ReplyDeleteMuch love to you and Lola. Fight, Lola, fight!
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