...On the night of 19th when my breasts became hard and sore to touch, the nurses brought me hot water bottles rather than my baby. I should have known. ...Birdman was apparently away to Very Big City with our baby. Every SMS update sent to me about her after 16th Jan was fake. I was a donkey eating at his trough. I should have known. ...Visitors who came to see me in the hospital did not look me straight in the eye. I should have known. ...My mother sounded reluctant every time I asked her on a timeline on when my stitches would be cut and I could travel to Very Big City. I should have known. ...I grieved at how many pricks and tubes were affixed to my little baby while she lay cold and unfeeling at the bottom of an earth pit fatigued from all the effort she put into staying alive. I should have known. ...Family dropped clues on how oxygen deprivation could affect the brain. I spelt it out for them. I told them that Lola was my daughter even if she came out r-e-t-a-r-d-e-d from the o...
Woooohoooooo...and it sounds like there may be more than one baby in there.
ReplyDeleteWHOA! Do yo know how very high that beta is? :) I'm leaning in the direction of twins, too! That number is AWESOME!
ReplyDeleteAWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteThat is an excellent beta! Like super excellent! Awesome! Keeping you in my thoughts as always dear, so so hoping this is it!
ReplyDeleteAmazing news!!! Congrats to you and DH. It's been a long time coming and this is so exciting!!
ReplyDeleteAwesome! That is twice the number mine was at the dpo! Sounds to me like one sticky baby...or two in there!
ReplyDeleteWOW!
ReplyDeleteYou little overachiever! You may have waited 5 years+, but you surely make up for it with this beta. ;-))
Hoping and praying for more good news.
Wow! yay!
ReplyDeleteExcellent news!
ReplyDeleteAnd don't worry about composing your heart! Let it sing!
xxx
Yee haw!!! That is FREAKIN' fabu!
ReplyDeleteWoo-hoooooo!!!! That is fanFREAKINGtastic!!
ReplyDeleteWonderful news! Amazing number!! So happy for you!!
ReplyDeleteWoo-hoo!
ReplyDeleteWhat a BEAUTIFUL number!
Definitely at least one VERY sticky bean in there! :)
Congratulations! May it all continue to go so well.
ReplyDeleteAnd now, she cries with joy!
ReplyDeletewoohoo!! congrats congrats congrats! My beta at 17dpo was only like 85 and I have little mr karl here to prove it was a good beta.
ReplyDeleteCongrats to you my dear!!!!
Happy dance!! *dancing in place on my couch*
ReplyDeleteYahoo that's fantastic!!! Mine was only 1565 @ 18dpo, so you look to be perfectly on track. CONGRATS GIRL!
ReplyDeleteYessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!
ReplyDeleteOMG again girl... that is an AWESOME beta. I am just so freakin happy for you! I can't believe it either, but I do now... woo hoo man! Yeah baby... xoxo
ReplyDeleteHoly Guacamole! I step away from your blog for one minute (well a little longer, sorry, I was under the weather) and look at you! I could not possibly by happier for you. Such blessed news. YOU give ME hope girly! <3
ReplyDeleteWowza sweet-thing that is an amazing beta. You are so completely pregnant!
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Congrats
ReplyDeleteWOOOOHOOOO! That is SUCH a beautiful BIG number! Many prayers and thoughts going out to you!
ReplyDelete*HUGS*
Fantastic!
ReplyDeleteYay for a super beta!! So freakin excited for you & DH!!
ReplyDeleteWOOT x 1000!!!!
ReplyDeleteOfficial Congratulations!
ReplyDeletexxx
Wooo HOOOO!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteSo thrilled! Congratulations!
ReplyDeleteWhat a great beta. Congratulations!
ReplyDeleteWow - what a great beta - this is awesome!!!
ReplyDeleteYou're preggo! You're preggo!
ReplyDeleteStick little bean, please stick... your mama has waited so long for you, precious one.
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That's an awesome number!!! So thrilled for you!
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