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Dear Embabies,

I still obsessively think of you. You keep flitting in and out of my consciousness constantly. Do you remember that this was the month?

A little upset. But hoping you are going to be back soon.

It has become a practice of increasing frequency for me to light three incense sticks every evening, and babies, you know it is you, your number, and your possibility I think of when I do that.

I am a little choked right now, a little teary-eyed, but it is all right. The small lump in my throat will dissolve. Soon something else will occupy my attention, but for now, this moment, it is just you, my sweethearts.

Much love.



^WiseGuy^

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  1. Thinking of your embabies right along with you, hon.
    *HUGS*

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  2. Sending hugs and prayers... and remembering your embabies.

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  3. Remembering with you...

    ((HUGS))

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  4. {{{Hugs}}} hon. praying for all of you.

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  5. Here with you, remembering.

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  6. Thinking of you and your embabies....

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  7. That was a really sweet post. Thinking of you and your embabies too. big hugs.

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  8. (((hugs))) Thinking of you and your embabies.

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  9. (*hugs*) Thinking of you and your embabies.

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  10. Thinking of you and your embabies.

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  11. A beautiful and sad post. ~hugs~

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  12. Remembabying.

    And happy 6 years to you and Mr Wise Guy.

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  13. Remembering your embabies with you.....and wishing you a happy 6 years.

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  14. remembering with you, and wishing you a happy 6th.

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  15. (((HUGS)))

    Hope celebrating your 6th anniversary helped the hurt in your heart a bit.

    xxxx

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  16. Thinking of you. This post was beautiful, so full of longing. But also hopeful. Missing your embabies with you.

    Sorry I’ve been MIA. Have a few demons that just won’t go away.

    Take care. x

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