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This Word In My Vocabulary is Harassing Me

Anxiety.

Today is CD56.

Like I told some of you in e-mails, I am actually planning to see a doc tonight. And please throw in an ultrasound too.

That's right. An inquisitive wand will tell my sorry tale to the doc.
I do not know what to expect. I have never ever been this late. Ever.

You can't imagine the range of possibilities that have crossed my mind.

Once the idea of meeting the doc (in case AF did not cruise in) got more and more fixated in my brain, much of last night and today's workday was spent running around the theme-bush.

Almost three times today, I felt that my periods were at that very point 'arrived'.

I just want to meet the doc and get it over with. Or not get it over with.


^WiseGuy^
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  1. PFM6 August 2009 at 18:44

    Wow. I will be thinking about you today.

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  2. K6 August 2009 at 18:51

    I hope you get some answers tonight. I'll be thinking of you. XO

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  3. Sunny6 August 2009 at 19:53

    Anxiously awaiting your report.

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  4. Monique6 August 2009 at 20:57

    Thinking of you and hoping you get some answers. xo

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  5. Kristin6 August 2009 at 22:38

    {{{Hugs}}} and I hope you get some answers.

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  6. Lavender Luz6 August 2009 at 23:59

    What a state of suspension. Like the Lady and the Tiger.

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  7. Clare7 August 2009 at 01:03

    Good luck with everything!! Hope you finally get an answer!!

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  8. Beautiful Mess7 August 2009 at 01:10

    I hope it all goes well! Please make sure you update your fans ;o)
    *HUGS*

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  9. Clio7 August 2009 at 02:51

    Good. I"m glad you are going. i hope you get answers.
    hugs

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  10. Mrs. Gamgee7 August 2009 at 02:53

    Sending prayers that you will get some answers and some peace of mind.

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  11. Io7 August 2009 at 03:42

    CD56! I hope the doctor has some good answers for you tonight.

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  12. Wishing 4 One7 August 2009 at 03:52

    Man i am hopiong that you hear something good, really good. Thinking of u! xoxoxooxxo

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  13. Mrs.Joyner7 August 2009 at 05:59

    CD 56..jeez. Update already!! Hope everything goes well & you get some kind of answer!!

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  14. S7 August 2009 at 07:07

    GL... answers would be good.

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  15. sharonvw7 August 2009 at 13:47

    Please let us know how it goes!

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