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I thought I saw a light yellowish discharge today...I stared hard enough and I actually believed that there was a light red shade there too!

But oh, nopes...it won't qualify as spotting, and it is certainly a zero shade of red.

No cramps either.

Can't believe this. It is totally bizzare. How can I, a 33 day-er be sitting seemingly this far away, when everyday, I have been taking one staple step towards the red ribbon?

Counting on from June 11...I am CD50!

Do you think beta may magically reappear?

Any comments that label me stupid, are most welcome.


^WiseGuy^
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  1. Barbara1 August 2009 at 16:48

    Not stupid, just hopeful. Pee on more sticks!

    I'm having horrid periody cramps but hey, no sign at all of my actual period yet and one day to go so it's still a possibility in my head... foolish head!

    xxx

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  2. Kymberli1 August 2009 at 17:54

    *Sigh* I will not label you stupid. As a long-time veteran of never-ending cycles, (50-80 days is regular for me whe I'm not medicated), it actually just makes me sad. It takes me back to waiting for one or the other to happen: positive test or period. It was always the latter, but I was still happy (in the "THANK GOODNESS that suspense is over" sense of the word). Is there any talk of jump starting AF?

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  3. Sunny1 August 2009 at 19:58

    I wish I had an answer or wise advice. I think Kymberli has an interesting point about jump starting AF.

    Hope SOMETHING happens soon, to get you out of this holding pattern!

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  4. Mad Hatter1 August 2009 at 22:13

    I really hope it's for a good reason (crossed fingers!), but if not, it might be a blip because of a stressful month...I know how hard and frustrating it is to have to wait because it's happened to me. I hope you get an answer super soon!

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  5. IF Optimist, then...1 August 2009 at 23:32

    How absolutely frustrating kiddo. I would be tearing the siding off the house by now. Have you tried the white pants trick this week? How about planning a mini-vacation that involves swimming?

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  6. one-hit_wonder2 August 2009 at 00:40

    of course you're not stupid, just hopeful, as barbara mentioned! xxx

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  7. Beautiful Mess2 August 2009 at 02:02

    Never ever would I call you stupid! You are far from it, missy!

    That damn AF needs to make up her mind. It is NOT fair that she is toying with you. I shall curse her in the hopes that I scare her off for a nice long 9 months or so ;o) Sorry, I can't help it. I'm always hopeful.
    Love you hon!
    *HUGS*

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  8. Clare2 August 2009 at 02:04

    Hmmm - do you think you should see the doc? It's very weird right that nothing has happened...

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  9. Mrs.Joyner2 August 2009 at 05:36

    Hmm..Im also on the hopeful train..but AF is such a whore..really..have you tried the wearing your best Victoria's Secret Panties that were expensive trick? That usually makes my AF come in effin gushes...But still, Im hopefull that bitch stays away for a good 9 mos.

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  10. K2 August 2009 at 06:19

    I'm on board with the brand new or favorite sexy underwear train. That generally works like a charm. Go buy a few pairs of pristine white lacy ones. ;)

    Do you chart? Is there any chance you o'ed much later than originally thought?

    Last July, I had a cyst that effed up my cycle. I hate the limboland that you are in. You want to believe it's over and kill all Hope, but until the bitch shows, you just can't count yourself out. Ugh.

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  11. Mrs. Gamgee2 August 2009 at 07:29

    I'm sorry that AF is playing mind games with you. You aren't stupid... I hope that something happens (either way) soon so that you can have some peace of mind.

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  12. Kristin (kekis)2 August 2009 at 10:39

    Roller coaster rides suck. Hope the ride for you ends in one way or another soon!

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  13. Fiddle12 August 2009 at 20:36

    I still think there is a strong possibility that you have not yet ovulated or ovulated late. Or will not ovulate. Could the yellowish discharge be a little bit of cervical mucus? The only way to know now is to check for progesterone. The suggestion of a cyst is something I hadn't thought of too. I think a trip to the doc would be worthwhile.

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  14. Kristin3 August 2009 at 07:49

    That really, really sucks. {{{Hugs}}}

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  15. sharonvw3 August 2009 at 11:11

    I think you need to see your RE? Perhaps have a scan to check that all is well and get a script for Provera?
    Anything is possible, so you're not stupid!

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  16. Monique3 August 2009 at 20:25

    That sucks. What is going on??

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  17. Aunt Becky5 August 2009 at 18:04

    Sending you love. I have no advice, you know I'm not clever.

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  18. Photogrl6 August 2009 at 06:20

    I wish she would stop toying with you...

    ((HUGS))

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