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Am still reeling under the super predictions.
Frankly, a willing heart is bound to be very receptive of any information it is dying to have. And that makes it so scary. Even though I did not blind-swallow it, it is obvious why somebody would turn up the craving and ritualistic investment at the mere hint.

But I know that it has a time, and I can’t hurry up and wait anymore.

The pillow rests under my head, and I did not light the diya (lamp) on Wednesday (as the pundit had recommended), and the latter transgression is making me feel guilty. In fact, I did not forget to light the diya, I took a very conscious decision to not light the diya. Which now makes me wonder why I did not do so, just because I wanted to rebel or because I did not believe it would have any effect.
Whatever it is, I think it is time for God to really stop teasing me.

Anyways, Aafra Faafra has still not come. I would decide about a pee-do again, not before Tuesday (in case AF has still not arrived). I believe that merely thinking about POAS can have the power of bringing it on.
So, anyways!


^WiseGuy^
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  1. Beautiful Mess19 July 2009 at 10:23

    I probably wouldn't have lit the diya out of spite. Just to take a stand and stick my tongue out. Then again, I'm immature. Keep us posted!
    *HUGS*

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  2. Kymberli19 July 2009 at 10:56

    In my world, POAS for BFP usually means Pee On A Stick to Bring Forth Period. It sucks when you have to play that trick on yourself, doesn't it?

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  3. Clare19 July 2009 at 18:36

    I love what Kymberli said above. BFP - bring forth period. But maybe just maybe... it might stand for something else??

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  4. Photogrl19 July 2009 at 21:07

    The mind games that go along with IF, so not fair!

    Thinking positive for you!

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  5. becomingwhole19 July 2009 at 21:15

    I hope you do not lose your willing heart, despite the fears.

    All of life is a mind-game, if we let it be. I find myself thinking so much of Lori's (weeble's wobblog) post about living in the in-between space, but it is so very hard for me. If you don't remember, I'll try to send you the link.

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  6. Sunny19 July 2009 at 21:15

    Whenever I POAS, my period always comes within 20 minutes. Sounds like many of us are in the same boat on that account!

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  7. Kristin19 July 2009 at 21:44

    Hope can be a real bitch. Maybe this time she'll be kind to you!

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  8. Monique19 July 2009 at 22:30

    I'm always amazed at how much money I waste on those tests - it does seem to make my period come soon after! Keep us posted...

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  9. eyeheartinternet20 July 2009 at 00:49

    Maybe she got mugged/beat up on the way and isn't coming...

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  10. MrsSpock20 July 2009 at 00:57

    I totally agree that POAS is a fullproof way to bring one's visitor forth..

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  11. Faith20 July 2009 at 06:16

    Hey you,

    We are back, and looking forward to catching up.

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  12. sharonvw20 July 2009 at 16:39

    Blogging about it or thinking about it, that usually brings on AF!

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  13. A Nutchell21 July 2009 at 03:07

    Indeed that POAS = BFP Bring forth period. I like that one.

    "God, stop teasing wiseguy." "please."

    Hope that helps!

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  14. BabyMakingJourney21 July 2009 at 06:24

    Here from ICLW (yeah, early- I know) You are funny girl!! Good luck with this cycle!

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  15. FET Accompli21 July 2009 at 09:37

    Also here from ICLW - and wishing you Big Fat Positive Luck on this cycle.

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