Stumped?
Almost as much as I am...why else would three posts land on my blog the same day??!!
After I posted the last entry, I went straight to a meeting. I had my sanitary protection on, and did not check up till I reached home...about one and a half hour back...Guess what, there is nothin' on the pad beyond what must have passed then immediately.
Fuck. I thought Ms AF was there. Now I have spotting, but I can't call it AF.
There are two theories:
1. Ovulation spotting. If yes, ladies and gentlemen, this is the first time that Ms O has informed me of her appearance. I have no way to verify this though.
2. Crappy Last Period. For those of you who read through my previous entries, I had an abnormal menstrual episode this last time. I bled late, and I bled little. Maybe there is some residue uterine lining that is still falling off. I have no way of verifying this either.
Anyways, I am home and now in the confines of my four walls and tomorrow being a Sunday, I have some freedom to remain minus protection till the next spotting incident occurs. It may or may not occur.
What happened today afternoon may or may not be from the two theories. I care no shit.
S is making me use some really cool cuss words. And I can see why she so does it.
^WiseGuy^
Almost as much as I am...why else would three posts land on my blog the same day??!!
After I posted the last entry, I went straight to a meeting. I had my sanitary protection on, and did not check up till I reached home...about one and a half hour back...Guess what, there is nothin' on the pad beyond what must have passed then immediately.
Fuck. I thought Ms AF was there. Now I have spotting, but I can't call it AF.
There are two theories:
1. Ovulation spotting. If yes, ladies and gentlemen, this is the first time that Ms O has informed me of her appearance. I have no way to verify this though.
2. Crappy Last Period. For those of you who read through my previous entries, I had an abnormal menstrual episode this last time. I bled late, and I bled little. Maybe there is some residue uterine lining that is still falling off. I have no way of verifying this either.
Anyways, I am home and now in the confines of my four walls and tomorrow being a Sunday, I have some freedom to remain minus protection till the next spotting incident occurs. It may or may not occur.
What happened today afternoon may or may not be from the two theories. I care no shit.
S is making me use some really cool cuss words. And I can see why she so does it.
^WiseGuy^
I'm sorry your body is being confusing. I wish it would just work right!
ReplyDeleteOk, but it can't be a crappy short period last time b/c then your cycle would be 11 days and I'm just not buying it. You're selling it, but I'm not buying it ;-)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about all the FRUSTRATION!!! ARGH!!
Ms AF can suck it. She best get her act together is all I have to say. Wishing you the best, Brenda
ReplyDelete1. I wouldn't bother calling that bitch a "Ms". Fuck her and the horse she rode in on!
ReplyDelete2. "Oh" spotting...I've had that once. It was a tiny bit of bright red/pink with mucousy bits. Doesn't sound like your bleeding though, right?? but then again...the bleeding was brief. Did you have "ovary pain" as the fertiles call it?? a vague sharp pain in the direction of your nethers?? Another thing to consider, other than crappy last AF, is a bit of hormonal imbalance. I had that one cycle, I bled really light - didn't even have to wear ANYTHING - for 3 days.
3. I hope I'm not the bad language influence. For fuck's sake. :)
Is there some DECENT ob-gyn you can ask these questions??
p.s. you can apparently "tell" if O has happened if you do some bloods and keep monitoring them. something to do with estrogen levels blah blah. I don't know these things because I need IVF and I practically (allegedly) never ovulated with my PCOS, other than on drugs, so I knew when I was.
ReplyDeleteHow frustrating. What the hell.
ReplyDeleteUngh. I am sorry it's messing with you :(
ReplyDeleteIf it *is* AF and it's really light and odd, and last time was light too... you might consider seeing how your estrogen level is.
If estrogen is low, then the lining can be thin, and this would result in light AFs and embryo's would not be able to implant...
I hope this is not the case though.
It can't ever be easy can it? It's all such a guessing game! I hope that is not the case as well... I'll be praying for you!
ReplyDeleteAF is such a whore..completely agree..and Im sorry for your loss..We m/c around the same time and you left me some very comforting words..Im sorry I did not do the same..That was assholish..But I am adding you to my "following" column because your writing is great and your cussing is better!!
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