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Tick Tick 8!

This is frightful.

I am scared.

I am turning hopeful, and it is so very frightening. I keep on pulling my thoughts back from the light side of the tunnel towards the dark side of the tunnel.

Scared....that's all!


^WiseGuy^
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  1. S1 April 2009 at 11:29

    I'm becoming very frustrated on your behalf!

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  2. S1 April 2009 at 11:29

    But have you POAS?????????

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  3. S1 April 2009 at 11:46

    Not sounding stupid at all babe, just scared.

    I know EXACTLY how you feel, honest. Sometimes the anticipation of what might be is better than knowing - well, for me anyway.

    Big squishy hugs.
    S X

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  4. WiseBursche1 April 2009 at 11:51

    Dear S,

    Thanks for the empathy...

    I am just fooling myself....and I have been a smart cookie as such!

    But my idiot side has taken over me!

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  5. S1 April 2009 at 11:55

    LOL, not an idiot babe!

    Ahh this TTC journey is such a mind f*ck.

    I was in your position in October, didn't test for ages, because it had been so long I had no expectations at all and it turned out I was pregnant. (but miscarried soon after but that is by the by).

    Hugs
    S X

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  6. S1 April 2009 at 12:44

    Well, hopefully it will end with a baby..... sooner or later.

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  7. Cara1 April 2009 at 16:53

    oh my....hopeful in vermont too!!

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  8. sharonvw1 April 2009 at 17:42

    I hate hope, hope is what makes me scared. I understand how you're feeling!

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  9. one-hit_wonder1 April 2009 at 20:10

    Ok, I am not a POAS pusher by any means, but now I want to know what the hold-up is! lol

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