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Should Have...

I had a backache yesterday evening.... I should have known.

I have been 'late' before.... I should have known.

I did not want to refer to the periods, talking to my mother, but I did.... I should have known.

I had sex just once, this entire cycle.... I should have known.

I jinxed myself just thinking of a 'maybe' miracle.... I should have known.

I used up a HPT today morning, and had blood coming out of me, before the 5 minutes on check-test-results were over.... I should have known.

My cool composure is fragile.... I should have known.


^WiseGuy^
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  1. Baby Smiling In Back Seat21 February 2009 at 12:08

    Sorry.

    I have taken a HPT and then on the toilet paper wiping the pee after I was done with the stick, found blood. Shouldn't even have bothered to wait for the results, but of course I did anyway.

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  2. S21 February 2009 at 13:55

    That sucks.

    :o(

    S X

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  3. WiseBursche21 February 2009 at 16:23

    Calmer now.

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  4. Barbara21 February 2009 at 19:46

    A whole dictionary of profanities just whizzed about my head on your behalf.

    Hang on to the calm.

    xxx

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  5. nancy21 February 2009 at 21:11

    I'm ~so~ sorry.

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  6. The Steadfast Warrior21 February 2009 at 22:35

    I'm really sorry. Truly. I hate that feeling where you think you can hope for a moment only to have it snatched away so quickly.

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  7. bir22 February 2009 at 04:53

    Ahhhhhh bugger!

    :-(

    I'm sorry.

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  8. one-hit_wonder25 February 2009 at 04:11

    :(

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