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Am Waiting

AF was expected on January 8th (unless my math has gone down the drain). I am still waiting for it to bang on my doors. How sad is that?

The wait is unnerving. It's like being on a No-Man's Land, where you don't know where you will land eventually.

I am hoping that it arrives soon, so that I can plan the rest of this month and especially February accordingly.

I don't even want to mention the possibility of something else being the reason of AF not arriving. I don't get strike-lucky. Four Years in the saddle have taught me that well.


^WiseGuy^

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  1. NYEBoy thinks maybe the computer new I was on an infertile blog. Me thinks he thinks too damn much. Nerd. LOL

    I am waiting for my cycle to. Isn't it a bitch? I'm on CD 62. Two neg preg test. Of course. :-) Asshole. I keep squeezing my breast a few times a day just to 'double check'. Evil, I tell ya, EVIL.

    I hope you find out something one way or another, soon. But I still hope its good news and not just the lazy old hag taking her time! ((Hugs)))

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